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Post by cmd1095 on Feb 5, 2024 23:03:15 GMT
Kitana put the microphone back on the holder and smiled sheepishly as Sicily came up to hug her "Sorry about that, I probably shoulda guessed it was a sad song from the title but I panicked and then when I realized it was too late to back out... my bad" she said, chuckling awkwardly. At least it seemed like Sicily wasn't too... upset...
Kitana looked into Sicily's eyes and could see the pain in them, as much as the girl tried to hide it, Kitana wasn't easy to fool. She was used to seeing people's true intentions behind their eyes after all. Too much practice seeing through people trying to suck up to the next head of the family, too much time spent seeing through her mother's pandering to the rich "pilgrims" who made "donations," too much posturing as if her having a quirk that looked like she was a kitsune spirit was worth maintaining a whole religion around. So many falsehoods... not that she was one to talk. She was guilty of just as many after all.
"Don't lie to me Sicily, you know I hate that" she said quietly, wrapping her arms around her girlfriend and putting a hand on her head to guide it to her shoulder "and you should know I wouldn't miss any details in those beautiful eyes of yours."
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Post by ultralilly on Feb 5, 2024 23:40:23 GMT
Yeah, she knew alright. The dark-skinned Sicily sighed and gave a guilty, ashamed smile. "That obvious, huh?" She allowed Kitana to guide her head to her shoulder with a piteous grunt. "It just reminded me just how much my sister's disappearance sent shockwaves through the family. Mom got really pissed. Dad just lost all his drive. And my brother was just as torn about it as I was. The when mom just called it off, those shockwaves became fissures that tore everyone apart. I had to pick up the slack. The family name was foisted on me and the pressure to make my family stable again just...it nearly crushed me. I needed to be strong for everyone, you included. I just...didn't want to burden you anymore with all of that stuff."
As she admitted this, her arms reached around Kitana and pulled her in close. "I love you way too much, fuzzball." She then pulled away enough to show that her dual-colored eyes were brimming with honesty. And slight regret. "Guess I should ask for your help shouldering it together then, huh?"Her lips pursed when her hypnotic gaze locked onto Kitana's.
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Post by cmd1095 on Feb 5, 2024 23:58:12 GMT
Kitana gently stroked Sicily's cheek as she talked about the burdens she carried, and when she finished she met the girl's gaze unflinchingly. God those eyes were beautiful, she could stare at them all day, every time they locked gazes she felt all fuzzy and melty inside and just wanted nothing more than to become like putty in Sicily's hands... thankfully she was getting used to them just enough to remain coherent nowadays instead of her brain having a system crash and freezing up.
"Helping you with your pain and struggles will never be a burden to me Sicily, never. And the last thing I want is for you to put me up on a pedestal and go around thinking you have to do things for me or avoid burdening me" Kitana said "I told you way back when we started dating... I'm sick and tired of that. I spent my whole life surrounded by people who wouldn't even treat me like a person because I was oh so important. I wasn't Kitana to them, I was the holy maiden, the kitsune's chosen, yadda yadda. All these titles, all that worship, all that special treatment that isolated me from everyone, left me up on a pedestal alone with nobody to call my peer, let alone a girlfriend."
Kitana hardened her gaze just a bit, resisting the allure of those... beautiful eyes... for just a moment more. This was an important boundary in their relationship. She would NOT be idolized and isolated again, not by her own girlfriend. "I hated it, HATED. And I will not have you doing the same thing with the title of girlfriend. I am not a fragile flower to be put in a glass box on display, I'm not just 'the girlfriend of Sicily Silverbright.' I am Kitana Tenshi, your partner. PARTNER." she said firmly "that means when you're hurting, and needing help, you lean on me, we tackle things together. And I'll lean on you right back. We are equals in this relationship Sicily, and I expect you treat me as such, understand?"
Kitana kept her face and tone as firm as she could... but those eyes were very distracting... maybe she could soften just a bi...NO she was not going to let this one go!
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Post by ultralilly on Feb 6, 2024 0:47:21 GMT
That firm tone of Kitana's was familiar yet different. They had hated being put on display for all to see. So much had been expected of them. They just wanted to be an everyday person. Not some bauble. The firm, uncaring words that hammered those words into her head belonged to her mother. What had she been saying to Kitana? Her eyes looked to the left. She was raising up Kitana just like...no. She didn't want to finish that thought. She was different than that woman! That woman's words were harsh. Demanding. Kitana's were firm but concerned. A stark contrast. Her mother only cared about the image she presented herself as. What did Kitana care about? None of that. More importantly, what did Sicily care about? Her hand fell upon Kitana's cheek and her eyes found hers again.
"You." she started, tears gathering up. "You are...absolutely right." She softly sighed. "What...have I been doing? This is exactly how mother raised me and I've just been mimicking her methods; spoiling you and giving you all these nice things to try and placate and gain your favor. Moreover, I should...rely on you more instead of trying to do everything myself. Ugh, I've been such a slitherbrain!" This was a term her sister and brother often used to describe Sicily overthinking and being in her head too much and one she was probably going to share with Kitana very soon. "I'm happiest when I just....just share the things with you..." her eyes fill with realization. "....that make me happy and not what my mother gets me to try to make me happy...like...coming out here to sing with you..." She slowly looks up to once again for the millionth time look into Kitana's eyes. She sighs and smiles awkwardly, letting a tear streak down her cheek. "I'm sorry."
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Post by cmd1095 on Feb 9, 2024 0:53:21 GMT
Kitana smiled gently as her words got through to Sicily it seemed. She was glad, she was going to have a hard time keeping up that strong and firm tone while trying to fight melting into Sicily's arms for much longer. It was critical to her that she not be treated like she was back home in her personal relationships though, that boundary had needed to be set no matter what. She wasn't glad to have made Sicily cry in the process though, seems like she might've overshot the goal a bit...
"I don't mind everything about that. I mean you using your wealth to help me get set up with pet stuff for Zorro was really sweet and thoughtful, so I won't say lavish gifts are ALWAYS a bad way to go" Kitana said "I've liked each gift you've given so far, the plushie, the painting, the pet stuff, at the very least you're being thoughtful in the gifts so I don't want you beating yourself up over that... but you're right in that this relationship needs more than just showering me in gifts"
Kitana wiped away the tear from Sicily's face "sharing things with each other and supporting each other are both important parts too. I want a partner, not a worshiper... and overall you've done a good job with that. You've shared a lot of yourself with me and you've supported me when I confide in you too, that's the stuff that really matters. The gifts and fun activities are all icing on the cake. What I want most of all is for us to understand and support each other through thick and thin, to make each other happy and help each other through our struggles, to be equals and partners through life. That means sharing the tough stuff with each other too..." she said, then touched her forehead to Sicily's "so no more lying to me, or hiding when you're struggling, let me support you just like I know you'll support me when I need it"
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Post by ultralilly on Feb 11, 2024 2:23:12 GMT
Sicily just listened and felt that wave of relief wash over her in a near instant. Her expression softened, became less pent-up and relaxed she she knew Kitana was being supportive rather than strict. She could still use wealth for gifts every now and again but she had to learn not to use it as an answer to everything. She winced slightly when their foreheads touched but made a soothing motion to stroke Kitana's head with her left hand. Her eyes looked gently into Kitana's and understood. "Alright then...you'll get the whole truth from now on. No more secrets. If I need help, I'll ask you...just make sure to ask the same of me, alright?"
They embrace but it is clear Sicily was feeling anxious still as they gazed into Kitana's eyes. They let them linger just to make Kitana feel weak in her arms. This moment lasted for what seemedlike forever until Sicily said "Guess I should sing too now."
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Post by cmd1095 on Feb 11, 2024 17:22:32 GMT
With the serious topic out of the way, and eye contact still being maintained, Sicily would get what she was after with Kitana feeling weak in her arms... god those eyes were just not playing fair damnit! Kitana blushed and fidgeted in Sicily's arms, getting flustered "Y-yeah, it's your turn to sing, you definitely should do that... oh look the snacks are here"
Kitana jumped on the out given to her by the delivery of snacks and drinks to break eye contact and get a moment to compose herself again, her tail wagging as she went to the table to go dig in.
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Post by ultralilly on Feb 12, 2024 0:19:07 GMT
Sicily smirked at Kitana's flustered reaction. She knew just staring into her eyes would cause her to melt eventually. That reaction alone is enough to keep on doing it each chance she got when it was appropriate. She knew Kitana was able to resist it...when it counted. She wasn't weak by any means and Sicily sternly reminded herself of that. It was a testament to the fact that this talk meant alot to Kitana and Sicily wasn't about to let all of that go to waste. She reached the list of choices to pick from then began swiping on the screen a few times as she scanned every choice with a discerning set of eyes. This happened a few times and just as she was about to swipe again with finger raised, she stopped. Her eyes widened at a title that instantly flooded her brain with all of the memories of the past. "Sing this one!"
"Really? This one? It's dated." "Yup! It's a cover though!""Cover?"
"Yes, a song that is sung by someone other than the original performer. It should be perfect for you." "If you all think so then...I guess I can give it a try."
She gave a fond smile at it. Time to be happy. Kitana made her happy. Same as her siblings used to in their own way. She remembered this song. It had always made her think about how she could be when released from her mother's control and she had had just about enough of those shackles. She had to use her mother as a reason to lie to Kitana but recently, she had let Kitana in on a few details about her mother...and that Kitana came from a similar figure. It was getting to be time to just loosen herself from all of these responsibilities but not to simply just run away from them. No. She needed to confront them. Her finger pressed down on the option without much delay and Sicily stood up boldly and took the center. Options to change the lighting to match the song beats were pressed by the snakes as the young lady took a deep breath, the mic's body held in the mouth of Avernus who held the reciever to Sicily's mouth. She opened her mouth as the song's intro began...and belted it out perfectly. The passionate vocals conveyed several things in its breadth coupled with Sicily's own on-point voice. It was about empowerment and perseverance. It was set to inspire listeners to find their inner strength and face challenges head-on, no matter how daunting they may seem. To embrace one's true potential. Sicily performed several motions throughout the song including tantalizing body sways, strong fist motions, side-steps capitialized by light stomps, and finally hypnotic head movement to punctuate the message of the song itself. partway through, Sicily would get tears in her eyes and realized something. Her siblings had always believed in her. Believed in her OWN strength. And this song was perfectly telling her just that as well. This was their reasoning behind it. It finally made sense. She wanted to break down again but she remained strong throughout the rest of it. At its end, she'd collapse and score near perfectly. She fell to her knees and wiped away the residue in her eyes, allowing Kitana to approach if she so wished.
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Post by cmd1095 on Mar 26, 2024 17:06:52 GMT
Kitana took some time while Sicily was choosing her song and beginning to sing to recompose herself, and wolf down some of the snacks they ordered to replenish her energy after that emotionally intense discussion. But as she listened to the lyrics of the song she couldn't help but stare at Sicily again. This was her song alright, powerful and determined, tenacious and beautiful. In this moment the shadow of her family wasn't darkening her brilliance, for at least these few minutes she could observe Sicily at her peak radiance. Her tail wagged in time with the music as she stared, eyes sparkling with admiration.
Then the song came to an end, and Sicily's knees gave out as she was overcome by emotion, but she would never hit the ground, Kitana was there in a flash of blue energy, dashing with her quirk, embracing her and supporting her weight as she rested her forehead against Sicily's.
"That song is very you, and you sung it beautifully" Kitana said, reaching up to stroke her cheek
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Post by ultralilly on Mar 27, 2024 4:14:18 GMT
She took a moment to let it all set in. Her heart was pounding with newfound resolve and she shook a little. Just knowing Kitana was there to catch her brought her all sorts of comfort. Taking soft, short breaths, Sicily steadied herself and placed her hand on Kitana's which was stroking her cheek. She held it closer so that Kitana's hand pressed into her cheek slightly. She nuzzled into it. "Yeah. I really belted it out." she half-heartedly chuckled. CLosing her eyes, he hummed and just enjoyed where she was right now; both mentally and physically. All she wanted right now was to be right here. In her arms. In the arms of one who she loved and who understood her. When everything else was a storm of uncertainty and all just seemed perpetually lost, it was in Kitana's embrace that everything just made sense.
All the worries just melted away. She could relax. More importantly...
Sicily's double-colored eyes opened slowly to look into Kitana's. "Heh, you really are too adorable." she softly said. Her free hand found Kitana's own cheek which would find its way to one of her ears she gingerly brushed with her fingertips and gave a smile.
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Post by cmd1095 on Mar 28, 2024 15:38:27 GMT
Kitana blushed as Sicily subjected her to that piercing gaze again, and also stroked her ear, eliciting a purr from her as she closed her eyes and nuzzled into the touch, tail wagging violently
"You keep cheating using those eyes of yours, one of these days I'm gonna be able to resist them and then you'll be in big trouble" Kitana said with a grin "I'll tease you in allll the ways and you won't have your trump card to turn the tables on me"
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Post by ultralilly on Mar 29, 2024 0:59:12 GMT
A coquettish smirk played on Sicily's lips as Kitana had a plan in mind for future encounters with Sicily's bewitching gaze.
"Oh, you'll be able to resist them eventually but I know you'll have even more difficulty resisting a good ear or tail pet." she retorted with a deep-throated chuckle. In the next instant, her lips sought out Kitana's and let the foxgirl have a soft, genuine kiss. Her fingertips stroked Kitana's cheek just to feel how utterly happy it made her. Moreover, the twin snakes took it upon themselves to go behind Kitana and pull her and Sicily into an embrace. Then it dawned on her; who needs fancy places like this? She was simply happy being right here where she was. Yeah, having places to go meant a lot to her but the feeling they evoked paled in comparison to how giddy Kitana made her heart. She ceased the kiss and then softly rubbed the back of her head. "If all else fails, I can just do that."
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Post by cmd1095 on Apr 7, 2024 3:11:06 GMT
Kitana purred as Sicily pulled her into an embrace and stroked her hair and ears, tail wagging wildly as she returned the kiss. She was so lucky to be here, as much as she wished her home life had been different, and she hadn't had to run away from it... this being the outcome made it all worth it. They had each other now, and nothing was going to break them apart, not their families, not villains, not anything. She wouldn't let it.
"Well I'm not going to complain about more kisses and ear scratches, that's for sure." she said with a bright grin, her enthusiasm and happiness seeming to radiate off her like an aura as her tail wagged and her eyes sparkled with joy
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Post by ultralilly on Apr 7, 2024 20:28:24 GMT
Sicily smugly replied "Of course you're not." Avernus and STella nuzzled their heads against Kitana's shoulders to show their own brand of affection. They needed attention too, after all! The combination of good vibes and the fact they both got to sing was inspiring to Sicily. She had found some extra resolve on what she wanted out of being a hero. Her own hero. Not what her mother wanted. What Sicily wanted! Yeah! Those thoughts alone were going to give her some extra drive for when she got home to give her mother a real talking to! She was going to tell her what was what. Yeah. She wouldn't have had the nerve to do this with her old self. But now? She felt like she could do ANYTHING now!
She softly hissed and cupped her hand to Kitana's cheek. Dang it. She was way too adorable today. And this sparkling aura was infectious. Kitana complained about HER eyes being too alluring? She nibbled her lip and looked from side to side. "Hey..." she softly said with her finger scratching Kitana's chin. "Wanna get out of here? Go somewhere a little less...public?"
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Post by cmd1095 on May 10, 2024 1:38:05 GMT
Kitana blushed at the implication briefly, then got a mischievous glint in her eye, as she stepped back and dimmed the lights of the room, and locked the door. "You know these rooms are pretty soundproof, and we rented the place for a couple hours. Would be a real shame to waste our time" she said as she queued up a bunch of songs to play on the machine.
"You'll have to be careful not to break anything though" she said with a grin
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